LOVE ONE WORD WITH MILLION OF EMOTIONS

its so easy to catch you in a lie lmfao

started off my day alright but it ended bad! i feel like its a slap in my face when i find shit out! like what im not good enough for you that you gotta be texting other bitches too top it off you gotta call that bitch for what to tell her that your outside to come downstairs? im not gonna fucken put it with no more im done playing games with you! im not gonna be your second option im either your first priority or im nothing at all! you know what your doing your a big boy you if you still wanna fuck around than let me know & im out the picture but dont expect me to be around you or talk to you no more! i cant stand you at the moment you figure out what you wanna do until thann im out your life for good!

So my ex/kinda bf I ask him so are you single expecting him to say no I’m taken blah blah but I actually got the opposite where he’s like yea I’m single like hmm okaay so I guess we aren’t like a couple thing fuck it! Don’t need em :)

So I decided that I might as well be single. Rarely talk to my “boyfriend” apparently haven’t seen him in almost 2 weeks so I’m like single in a way right? Whatever fuck it. Don’t care so over it. I’m a single gal now (:

Funny how you prefer to be with “friends” than your own girlfriend haha just makes me laugh but whatever you ain’t important to me no more. You don’t care about me than why should I GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU? :D

Maybe just maybe next time could you try to fit your girlfriend in your “busy schedule” thanks :)

& by seeing that it makes my decision way easier :) I’m sorry game over :) time to live it up for me & only me.

It’s time for me to start putting myself before others! gotta start doing things for me & me only. I’m done crying I’m done fighting. Go ahead keep texting your females but don’t expect me to be there when you need something cause I’m done helping you I was doing my part as a “girlfriend” & helping you whenever you needed a hand but that’s all gonna change ima show that type of girl you had in front of you & that you lost cause honestly all my friends say you don’t worth it cause you haven’t proven to me that you really wanna be with me. So it’s time for a change of attitude towards you & life gonna start living to the fullest with no regrets & sorry honey you missed out!

so its sad to know that a loved one would like to take revenge on you after one simple little mistake i did (no i didn’t cheat) i just said a lie but the funny part is that he always lied to me over & over & i was still there lie after lie cheat after cheat! so he wants to take revenge on me over that than you know what he can go ahead & do it i honestly don’t really care anymore he could go an eye for an eye he wants to start talking his ex gf than go for it cause the only thing i ever did was look out for him & that’s it i got him a phone under my line i pay for that shit & i got him a job so everything was handed to him but point is that he if he wants to do that to me than you know what KARMA will get him back! i put up with all these girls calling me saying that they were with him while he was with me & im still here but he fucken blew out of portion when i just lied to him this once! but fuck it i ain’t trippin all he is gonna get from is distant & cold hearted love im not gonna be the same with him i rather keep myself away before getting hurt by that one person that i love with my heart!

(Source: uncomfortablesoul)